I once wanted to tell you about the man who asked his wife to write on his tombstone ..

- Is tight pants - a pain as agonizing as a toothache that lets out a strange loud moan for an unbearable pleasure, or like a scream from hell wanting equality .. and to be understood by the wise .. ?

I preferred to keep this story completely secret without meaning ..

It seems that I cannot write directly what I feel, so I have to go around it ..

I have refined a huge amount of written material .. 

For I do not know hatred and love ..

Only ..

I read several times what I write before I realize the meaning .. 

Perhaps there is something exaggerated .. I say to myself ..

 - I wonder what it is .....? - 

Although there is still a café with a balcony overlooking the sea, I sometimes sit at one of its blue wooden tables.. I drink tea ..

It hurts me to tell you there is something inside me that makes me want to write in this chaos that overtakes me, as everything points to something to form a painting that no other painting can reach the meaning of its pain ..

It seems to me that the world has gone mad, and everything is upside down .. !!

The painting by the Dutch painter 

"Vincent van Gogh"